Love you so.

Hello.

(You may ignore this part.)

Yesterday afternoon, mom was searching through her wardrobe and she found my old Zen Neeon Mp3 player which was with me two years ago. I thought i lost it or my dad threw it away or something, but never did i expect it was still at home so I went to charge the player and listened to the songs inside and then, I had a nostalgia for my life two years ago. I was reflecting on myself since yesterday afternoon and I've decided, maybe I should kick away all my bad habits of crying over silly things, making myself feel horrible, getting into troubles in school and making people around me worry about me.

Now, my biggest fear is getting my results tomorrow even though i know it's no use being scared of getting my results as the exams are over, the most i could do is studying hard next year and the year after and finally taking my O levels. I wouldn't want to make my parents disappointed in me anymore as they spend a lot of their hard-earned money on me to give me lessons for maths tuition and always forgiving me for all the wrong things that I've done and also forgiving me when I was rude to them.

So, from today onwards, I'll work very hard in both my studies and piano and also start treasuring people who really cares about me. No point having lots of friends when they don't even care about you at all. And of course, those who doesn't appreciate me, i'll do the same back to you too. I also promise that i would spend my days being a happy person and always telling myself that being angry and sad because of some people is just a bloody waste of tears and strength.

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Heh, I'm so glad that I've finally thought through. :')

School starts tomorrow, no school for 6 days was shiok. I hope I pass most of the subjects although i know that i'm surely going to fail Science and probably History too but at least i have a little hope that i would pass my Math.

Anyway, that's all. Bye.

By the way, Sorry Emille that i cant go to Sentosa with you today, firstly it was because of my ______ and secondly, I wasn't in the mood too but I'll go out with you asap k. :)